I WISH MY KIDS WHERE HERE WITH ME NOW,CAUSE I LIVE FOR THEM AND NOT MYSELF.TERRI-ANN AND JODEE MOMMY LOVES YOU BOTH SO MUCH,PLEASE GIRLS BE HAPPY FOR ME OK 

I FEEL LIKE EVERYONE IS JUDGEING ME FOR WHAT HAPPEND 19YRS AGAO,AND I TRY TO FIT IN WITH EVERYONE AND IT JUST DOSE NOT WORK ANYMORE.BUT THERE IS ONE PERSON THAT I TALK TO ALOT ON MSN AND SHE IS THE BEST TO ME,SHE CAN MAKE ME SMILE WHEN WE ARE ON WEBCAM OR NOT.I WILL DO WHAT I CAN FOR HER,TO SHOW HER I LOVE HER SO MUCH.I AM GOING TO DO WHAT I CAN TO GO AND SEE HER IN OCTOBER,I PROMISE I WILL DO WHAT I CAN TO GO AND YOU HUN. LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

CYNDYS MAKES ME VERY HAPPY WHEN WE TALK ON LINE AND RIGHT NOW I MISS YOU.I WANT TO BE WITH YOU RIGHT NOW IF I COULD BUT I CAN'T.LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

WHY IS IT THAT I CAN MAKE SO MANY NEW FRIENDS AND I AM STILL NOT HAPPY ANYMORE, SO WHY IS THAT YA? CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY PLEASE I REALLY NEED TO KNOW THE ANSWER.